I spent way too many hours on this thing, and all the while thinking :"all this is going to be in vain..."

I think at somepoint I liked drawing zombies/undeads but when I colored this guy, I was not in those times. I enjoyed working on it for the most part, but just not as much as other subjects as of late.

but then thats life, sometimes you just have to do it, and while doing it you should give it your best, regardless of how much you like it, the truth is; I found that I grew to like it if I give it a more honest try.

Once a great wise man told me how he did what he did not like for decades, he said :"take interest"

I pondered that for a long time, and I think when I draw pictures like this one, I finally start to understand.

I'm horrible with writing, but I hope you get some positive encouragement out of this. XD